Friday, August 24, 2007

Just chatted wif hui yun...thru msn...n now my tears has been keep flowing down...
she dun understand how i feel...

firstly...i wanted her to noe dat i dun take her as for granted.i treat her as my very very very best fren even though i got angry wif her easily...but she thinks dat i'm leaving her alone...wad should i do to make her feel dat she is just as important as my family...yup...she said i shouted her,but she tok during lessons tym,if i dun stop her,she'll be the thu get scoldings...i beat her is just for fun,n i'm not hitting her dat hard...am i?i dun noe wad am i supposed to sae to her...she told me dat her mom promised to buy a hp for her if she do well in her eoy exams...i'm trying very hard to help her...not yearning for her a word of thanks...yup she neva said thx to mi...such as helping her to ask for marks for english...i knew dat close frens do not need each other to sae thx or sry...dat's why i dun blame her...i admitted dat i oways go wif stella,eunice n nurul...but when i noe dat she's not there i will turn back n go look for her...she's oways the 1 i'm worried but treasure the most...can she understand how i feel when she misunderstood me...i tot dat we r so close dat even though we quarrelled,a word of sry can help...but it's not...

HUI YUN,
i wanna you to noe dat u r very important to mi...no matter wad,in my heart,you r my best best fren....no one can change this fact...n yup...sumtimes i got irritated by you...but i noe dat u dun mean it...n i will oways forgif u...u misunderstood me...nvm...but i hope you understand...if u dun wan me to go wif them...just tell mi...i will stick wif you the whole dae...i will change...i'm not angry dat wad u said...just getting upset...but i hoped dat u can understand how i'm feeling now...n dun get this small misunderstanding into a big 1...SORRY FOR EVERYTHING...N I WILL GET IT OVER SOON...:(


I WANNA TREAT YOU VERY VERY VERY WELL
WILL NOT EVA LEAVE YOU ALONE ANYMORE
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