Tuesday, August 28, 2007

yup...you sounds pitiful...in your heart,there's onli gb gurls...no matter how much i do,you dun treat me as your good fren...fine!it's okay...you said dat u never wan me to stick wif you the whole dae,wad's the point to tell me dat i'm taking you as for granted...not letting u to feel dat i'm leaving you alone,i tried my very best to talk to you,treat you 100% well...u dun appreciate it...wad for?kk...i noe u can blame me...in other ppl eyes,dey sae dat i'm a good fren(from wad u sae,u proved others dat i'm not...n i agreed) or wadeva...n u r the onli person who oways think dat i treated you badly n unfit to b your fren...when you cough,i noe dat u dun drink water-cooler water,n i oways buy mineral water for u...u NEVA EVA sae thanks to me...kk,nvm...i dun expect much...when you're hungry,i noe dat u see other ppl eating,u will feel hungrier,i bought food for you...but u dun accept...it's ok,it's realli ok...

u rmb dat we went to j8 together so many times,i realli tot dat this could bring us closer...but it seems dat it is drifting us further n further...i had neva imagined dat we have become strangers to each other...during exams tym,u said u nid tuition for maths...i decided to teach you,despite not enuf tym for studying...cos of this my sis scolded me...yea...but i dun blame you...

you said dat u r a thorn...U R NOT!!!seriously,i treated you as my best best best fren...u can see this when i haf been crying everyday just bcoz of this small matter...i'm too emo...yes,i am...but why?in sch,i can b very playful,cheerful...but do u ever see me crying over friendship?shing pheng is an gd example...i lose her as my best best best fren due to misunderstanding...but this same goes to you...i dun wanna to lose a fren lyk you...but wad can i do...

i realli dun blame you...i noe it's not your fault...i'm stupid,idiotic,irritable....all the bad things or shortcomings goes to me...i'm useless!!!i dun even understand my fren perhaps...the prvious post dat i posted is not meant to hurt you in a way...ya...you will neva get hurt...u dun treat me as your fren...u told michelle dey all dat i treated u badly...ya perhaps...i'm not fit to be any1's fren...i should die earlier,so dat the whole world will be happy...n you will be the happiest...isn't it?but i hope dat u understand why must i write these,not to show off dat i'm a gd fren,but wanna you to noe...every1 around me are precious to me...including you...
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