LeT mY hEaRt ShOw YoU tHe WaY...

2007-11-12T03:19:00.000-08:00

i'm bac to blog!!!dun ask me anithing bout chalet...dun wish to sae animore...

now...i got a job!!!in sch bkshp lah...hahas...chew min n i will be working...cum dwn n look for us when u all r freeeee!!!

2007-10-28T20:07:00.000-07:00

2 FaItH...

CHEW MIN (our monitress!!!)

gotta miss her lots!we're working at sch bkshp durin hols...cum n support us ya?!

EUNICE

gonna miss her smile,her craps n shoppings wif her...i wonder both of us can bring mike to chalet n den we gonna SING!!!

XUENI

her smile,her jokes r oways in my mind...she's so pretty!

JANCY

actually she's quite nice...yea...so try to make fren wif her,ya?!

JOAN

she's realli quiet but a nice fren...glad to noe her!

SHING PHENG

simply cute!!!realli treasure the frenship...she's my daughter!!a girl hu i trusted a lot..

BELINDA

she's the most adorable person in out class...even thou she got loud speakers...she's realli a true n nice fren!

CASSANDRA

a dog hu makes me laugh all the tym...i wonder if i can still hear her barking again...

NATASHA

a very nice n pretty girl...even thou we dun tok much but i noe dat she'a a good fren!

NURUL

a cute but crazy gurl!!!love her lots...even thou she's oways emo...but she's still very cute!!!!

HUI YUN

a crazy gurl n oso a great pal!sumtimes...u'll find her cute!

JOEY

my darling of all!!!she's the cutest...i gonna miss her!!!

SONJA

she's quite a nice fren who realli helps others in studies!thanks thanks!

STELLA

a damn nice n friendly gurl!!!she's oways the one hu contributes the most n sacrificing her own time to do class events...so 伟大!!!

RENEE

renee is quite a nice fren n sumtimes u will find dat she's realli pretty!

MICHELLE

a very 'guai' girl!!my dearest!my guai guai grand daughter!!!

dat's all for the girls...erm guys!!!i will just miss their lame jokes n craps!!!simply lamest of all!hahas!!!=D

2007-10-28T19:35:00.000-07:00

hmm...b4 posting,i haf read huai ying's,eunice's,stella's,nurul's,joey's ... ...blogs.=)
yea...so touching...especially huai ying's 1!i dunnoe how to describe my feelings,i just wanna cry...cos in these 2 years,fith realli bonded,n oso it's lyk a family tree...i dun wish to be separated...i can sae dat nurul is realli very strong,she didn't cry in the toilet...but i noe dat she's oso very upset...every1 is sad,including me.i just dun wan to face this!2 years,sounds quite long...but to us,it's onli a short time...time flies...we all haf promoted to sec3 express...every1 shld be happy cos of the promotion but...we're now all sad due to the separation...i hope dat it's a dream...a dream dat i will neva wake...if everything can remain the same as it is now... ...
i gonna miss 'em...all the faithians...dey r lyk my family members...i dun wish to be separated!it's a destiny,a fate to bring all the faithians tgt...but now GOD is separating us...i wanna cry to HIM,hoping dat this is all untrue...it's a hard tym to get all the faithians tgt...but now!haiz...i encouraged others not to be sad...n yet!i'm crying too...haiz..wadeva...we still can meet up n go out,rite?!!!

hahas...realli haf a great time wif all faithians...love every1!!!

2007-10-26T05:49:00.001-07:00

some fotos to share... ...

2007-10-25T06:42:00.000-07:00

todae...is a foto-takin dae!
we(stella,eunice,huai ying,nurul n i) haf been takin fotos in mr lau's class n mrs chow's class...

grrr...i'm upset n oso happy...therefore i feel angry now!no...it's confused!

UPSET
1)faithians have to be separated...i hope dat the majority will go to the same class...
2)i'm confused whether i shld take art or poa...
3)i will miss my bel bel(belinda)..cos everytime i got bullied,she's the one who helpsme n takes
revenge...i will miss her...everytime i scold her,she will just listen to me...i treat her as my sister...if she realli leaves me...ill cry...i'm afraid dat i'll cry tmr...belinda has been such a great pal since i knew her in sec 1...she is trustworthy...even though is not very lady-liked...but she'll change into a real lady in the future...or may even next year...u will c a very pretty babe in our sec 3 batch,which is bel...

a message to bel...
hey bel,i know dat we gonna miss each other cos of diff class...but i will go out wif u...we go shop shop,we go haf lunch after sch...can help each other in studies too...no matter wad,u r the best in the class...i love you!u rox...hey n dun forget dat i'm your wife!

HAPPY
i got a job todae...

tell u more next time..n will upload lots of lots of pics...

SINGING is wad WE lyk!!!

2007-10-14T21:38:00.000-07:00

hahas....blogging tym!!!

firstly...wanna show my idol's foto!!!:JOLIN TSAI!!!

Her hairstyle is lyk super nice lah...december hols...i gonna cut lyk tis!!!

secondly...i wanna post bout yesterdae...
Yesterdae...i went out wif MISS EUNICE!!!we went to cineleisure n heeren...
we reached cine bout 10 sumthing,going to 11.den we went to KBOX!!!but reservation full...:(
therefore...we had to reserve for the later 1...(2-4.30)
as both of us didn't eat breakfast...so we went to yoshinoya for lunch...quite early....next...we went shopping...OH YES!SHOPPING...OUR FAVOURITE!!!den n den n den... ...

after dat...we went to heeren n took neoprints...ppl lyk us...oways 自拍...sure lyk to take neos...

we took this when we were on the way to the neoprint shop...

we took this ourselves...

1/10,2/10,3/10,4/10,5/10... ... ...10/10!!!

i took this just nw...a reflection from my fone screen... ...

so cute!!!i mean eunice...

i lyk this the most...2 gd frens together...so LOVELY!!!

after taking neos....we went shop shop again till 1 sumting...den we went up to k box...

wad song is dat?

lalala...we sang ''UMBRELLA'' too...we won't forget stella's song...

eunice...dun be so EMO...lata u become ElMO!!!

it's K BOX 5TH ANNIVERSARY!!!so dey gave us this chocolate...dots....

hahas...going out wif eunice is my pleasure!!!i love goin out wif her...cos both of us have the same interests...i wanna go out wif her again!!!we both love chinese songs!!!so...next yr...if can,we wanna join campus superstar!!!!(wait long long-to myself)

i think both of us sing ‘梁山伯与祝英台’，‘ 我们的纪念日’，‘我可以’n ‘人质’quite nice...hahas(thick-skinned)

eunice sings very nice...i think she got kelly phoon's voice...ahahaha...

ah!!!i love eunice the most...!!!she rock my world!!!

a kiss for you!!!muacks!!!

a new beginning!

2007-10-11T06:35:00.001-07:00

hahas...i finally cut my hair!!!it's shorter than previous...i'm happy!!!
happy-go-lucky!!!
carn wait sundae....(dat's a secret!shhhhhh)

publish it next tym...=)

bloggybloggy...IT'S TYM TO WAKE UP....

2007-10-10T06:09:00.000-07:00

yo!it has been a long tym for not posting...dat's why the nu ru(nurul) saes START POSTING!!!

if not wrong...she sabo me by posting my pic which looks lyk an old ah ma! on her blog...so now...it's tym for me to sabo her back!!!i'm gonna post her pictures!!!not picture but pictures!!!BLEAH!

HERE COMES MY NURUL BABE!!!

cute rite?(took in library)i luv her so much!

hey!u becum ah ma...den wad bout me?

erm...wanna be nerd?like... ...

ah!!!nurul dig out her eye balls!!!

nurul is my goodgood grand-daughter,n oso a good fren...a fren hu cares for you n oso a fren who is mentalli LAME!!!glad dat she's my fren ...!!!i luv you oways!!!

Todae is a very happy dae!
but carn sae much bout it...

but i got to know an interesting thing:OUR CLASS IS FULL OF ANIMALS!
chewmin-sotong
jixin-ah ma dog!
erika-chang er!?!may be is the zookeeper
eunice-bird(rare species!!!)
shing pheng-oink oink(a cute 1,not fat at all)
belinda-{any animal has a big mouth?}oh ya!hippo!
cassandra-mak dog
nurul-cow
joey-kangaroo
sonja-elephant
stella-umbrella(in-charge of sheltering the animals)
alex-purple dinosaur
chencheng
bryan-monkey
fly-neva becum a butterfly...unless he's a caterpillar
eekeng-platypus
... ...
most importantly,mr lau is a ______________.(secret!carn tell!onli 10 ppl noe...shhhhhhhh)
hahas...

erm...sumthing bothering me these few daes...my great-grandmother passed away...she dotes me the most...n yet!i didn't send her off...she was cremated!i was so upset!i adore her,i lubb her...she's almost my everything...GOD,i nid her,i want her to be my side...why did u take her away?...i know dat everyone will come to an end which is death...but why is it so soon?i'm still having exams n yet she left me...i carn realli go for the furneral cos i nid to revise for my exams...dat dae,when my dad called n said dat she passed away..i was really depressed!i cried...whywhywhy!!!i felt sry for it...hope dat she can forgive her...i miss her...a lot n a lot more!she lives in my heart every moment...ILUV HER...WILL ALL MY HEART!

MY 'BIG' DAE!!!

2007-09-14T19:09:00.000-07:00

yesterdae is the BEST BURTHDAE I HAD in my whole entire life!
i received presents frm my all my dear dear frens...

realli appreciate it!

LOVES!<3

hahax:D

in the morning,i woke up n switch on my fone...ppl lyk mr lau,eunass,noorool,miss umbrella... ...flooding my inbox by wishing miiee HAPPI BURTHDAE!i did!realli had a happi burthdae!

all thanks to you guys!you ppl ROCK my world!

den when i reached sch...miss shell,pheng(2) n cassyber gave me a present...at first,i tot dat is ___...ya,cos michelle sae i will laugh so ya...hahax...:DD

next is the little cute xuenii,n the sticky,sticky chewing gum...hahax...dey afraid dat i dun lyk the present...but seriously is very nice!!!how dey noe dat i luv crown,key n lock...so smart ah!can read my mind ar?MUACKS 4 YOU TWO!!!

cos i got my morning duty...so i went to g.o n i saw mr lau...wishing miiee HAPPI BURTHDAE again!!!n thx 4 opening the door 4 me...hahax:DD...i had a funfun dae!!!

followed by eunass,noorool,my my umbrella...dey gave me a cute cute box...wah!dey gave me realli a 'big' surprise by giving me a shock!cos i was toking to noorool halfway,n dey two suddenly sae'HAPPI BURTHDAE'...(so random!)i think noorool oso had a shock tooooo...am i rite,my dear nurul?hahax...i lyk the present....KISSES!<>

yep...huai ying gave me a burthdae card...which i realli lyk it...so cute....she drew me...hahax:D

n den joey,huai ying,natasha,joan n rennee...said HAPPI BURTHDAE to me together...so nice to hear dat!LOVES!<3

next,i found out dat mrs teo's husband and ms yu(my HCL teacher) 's burthdae is oso yesterdae!hahax...SETEMBER BABIES ROXXX!!!

wad bout my dear huii yunn...???erm...she oso gaf me a present,wif a card...

her words are so touching...huii yunn,thanks!thanks for telling me those words,which realli brighten my dae!!!

chapel period_the whole grp of girls sae 'HAPPI BURTHDAE,JIXIN!'haha...dey r so lovable!

I LUV DEY ALL!!!!HUGS!

haiz...gt guzheng on my burthdae =(...

after cca,yong ping went up to her hse to get presents for me...she even bought a cake...cake again!so mondae,everybody will see me become very fat...hahax...:Dthe minnie is so cute!THANKS!yp...

yupyup...n den,i reached home...receivin a massage stick from my sis...an 'ang pao' from my ah ma...n cutting cake...first tym celebrating my burthdae since i'm a primary student...

we went downstairs n had our dinner...den i saw sathya,(not wif jancy lah)sharavana n one guy oso havin their dinner dere...sathya called me n sae HAPPI BURTHDAE...dots...he's lyk shouting across...yup...but thanks...

here r some fotos to share!

enjoy!!!

tis cake is given by yong ping...looks nice!

DELICIOUS!!!

yong ping gave miiee tis little cute minnie mouse...does it looks lyk me?hahax...

this is given by cassyber,shing pheng n michelle...=)...looks nice!!!matches my bag!

tis is given by my sis...cos she noes dat i lyk the tortoise:D

tis is given by eunass,nurul,stella...nice rite...

look!the earrings so nice!!!omg!!!

this is given by chew min n xueni...i love it!!!

must be very ex,rite?hui yun...thx!!!!KISSES!

hui yun's card is so meaningful...

shing pheng's handwriting...type out 1...hahax...

must have spent hours to do tis...

tis is given by huai ying...so cute...rite?

stella's handwriting is oways so small...but i can read...hahax...cos my eyes are big!!!

tis is the cake_fruit cheesecake...over$100...thx,dad!

my dad cut half n gave it to my ah ma...so it will be left wif 1.5kg...hahax!!!

tis is me...so ugly n wearin my sch u!all becos of the stupid guzheng fault!

my mom ,miiee n my dad...nice？

yummy!!!the strawberry is so sweet!!!did you spot dat my thumb is red?cos i ate red egg...红鸡蛋...hahax...

hahax...overall...i enjoyed my burthdae...happi happi burthdae...thanks to everyone...wishing miiee happi burthdae....i appreciate it a lot...presents are not important...it's the thought dat counts!

so...

LOVES!<3

KISSES!<>

HUGS!( )

MUACKS!!!!!

GlAd ThAt I hAf SuCh A bUnCh Of FrEnS!!!!!

I lUv U aLl!!!!!

Tmr no sch...no nid go sch...!!!yea!!!

2007-09-13T00:43:00.001-07:00

todae...lala n eunass...no,including jancy,sonja n belinda bullied me!!!wawa!!!dey said no sch tmr....asking everybody not to go sch...yea,i noe dat dey r just joking...rite?it's not a big dae actualli...no nid to make such a big fuss...every1 gt burthdae...so wad's so special?hahax!!!

tonite,i'll be seeing my burthdae cake...3 kg lehz!!!how to eat?zzzzzz...i wonder how does it looks lyk...hehe...

tell u sumthing:tmr i'll be turning to 14...den my burthdae date is 14/09...hahax...both 14...
so interesting!!!

actualli,for burthdae...presents are not the most important thing...i think dat havin a close frenship is enuf...we can't use presents to measure the value of frenship...frenship is very important,so same to my family....i luv my dad!he treats me the best!!!i adore him...tmr,i'm gonna receive my red packet...hahax...

i think tmr will be a very fun n exciting dae cos i haf lots of lots of dear frens around me....
i wanna tell them thx for being such a gd fren for these few years...
they are:

Nurul
Eunice
Stella
Hui Yun
Yong Ping
Sherilyn
Cheryl
Wei Ying
Janice Chia
Wei Ting
Xue Ni
Shing Pheng
Chew Min
Michelle
Cassandra
Huai Ying
Joey
Natasha
Joan
Renee
Belinda
Sonja
Seok Yin
Hui Ping
Ying Xuan
Amanda
Shirlene
Chee Cheng
Germaine
Jillian
Keng Yee
Chastina
Wen Qi
Li Hong
Dakkie
Xia Ping

got a lot lah....countless...so i oso wanna thank them countless times...!!!

2007-09-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

yo!!!sry 4 not posting my blog so long...yup...let's tok bout my boring sep hols...

WEDNESDAE...
i got gu zheng(10a.m-1.oop.m),but i went for maths remedial first.(10a.m-12p.m)...yup after dat,i went to my grandma's hse,wif my family,4 lunch.next,we had our 'family dae' cos my dad n mom not working on wed...so we went to seng kang shopping mall...

care bears...wow!!! ... ...

Eunice,nurul,mayb after eoy,we can go dere shopshop...:),kk?

lol.we took LRT,seems stewpid...but quite fun...cos i first tym taking it...i sound 'sua gu'...i noe...but seriously...it's interesting....

lyk roller coaster...but not dat exciting lah!!! there's no driver...wad if...the train...
erm...dun think too much...i'm still alive!!!

THURSDAE...
i got gz again...haiz...borin,borin,boring!!!my dad broke a good news to miee...he said on my burthdae,he would order a 3kg cake for me(as in the whole family celebrate)...can't wait to see how the cake looks lyk...i will grow fat!!!nite,we went out for dinner with my 2nd aunt and 4th aunt...a big family indeed...order lots of lots of food....grrr....i'm going to be a fatty!!!

FRIDAE...
I'm alone at home...no one accompany me cos my sis went to sch for remedial...BUT!!!you huai jie jie very nice...she went to taiwan and bought me a cute cute thingy...inside are sweets...thx,you huai jie jie!!!

cute rite?

SATURDAE...
hehe...i didn't eat lunch...cos my sis sae she will be givin me a treat....ice cream + brownie...yummy...but the fats...ah!!!!her frens oso going...lyk youhuai jie jie,liang yu jie jie... ...

icekimo...cute name...

this is where i sat...
t...

This is wad we ate...$4.80 each...not too ex... my sis ate this...mango ice-cream wif brownie

youhuai jie jie ate this...dunnoe wad...banana n wad thingy...

i ate this!!!durian!!!D24 one,k?!!

ah!!!so cute!!!

it's somewhere near thomson plaza...so after dat we went to thomson plaza for a walk...i didn't eat my dinner...cos keep thinking of the fats of the 'treat'...making me feeling...grrrr!!!(>_<)

These few daes have been goin out...n so!!!look at my slippers!!!

:(

Grrr!!!i'm not feeling well cos i got sore throat,headache n nose-bleed...(@.@)zzz...i nid rest!!!!oh..still nid to do sci wksht...haven't do...sry,eunice...i call you when finish doing,kk?cos i haven't do yet...n you've been calling me so many times...sry!!!i'm very tired...i woke up very late todae...i'm doin now....can i call u tonight...sry...zzzz

frens again!!!

2007-09-04T15:59:00.000-07:00

seriously...I'M VERY HAPPY...EXTREMELY HAPPY!!!i think hui yun n i r ok!!!thx god...thx for not separating us....i realli nid her!!!i promised to treat her 10X beta than b4...this is my promise to her...we both will work hard for EOY ....helping each other in every subjects...she can buy a new fone...n i can change a new fone!!!this is our wish!!!let's strive hard n work towards this target!!!i'm very happy happy happy!!!god,i hope dat our frenship will be everlasting!!!!

Hi Cal...high impact change agent leaders...

2007-09-04T12:50:00.000-07:00

hey hey!!!hi-cal is so fun!!!realli enjoyed but got no frens...i haf been sticking wif the sec3s...they r realli very 'diao' ppl...we were divided into 4 groups...

grp 1:FLAMERS!!!!...dat's my grp...

grp 2:BALLS...sounds funny,but interesting!!

grp 3:SUPER SOLID...i lyk their cheer...

grp 4:ALLOY...jia sai jia sai....dat's their cheer(asking ppl to eat shit!?!)

my grp cheer:

HEY ppl do the dance

let me see u clap your hands

(clapping hands 10X)

now dat you've got the beat

let me see you stamp your feet

(stamping feet 10X)

now dat you've got the groove

let me see your body move

xi shua shua xi shua shua

xi shua shua dud dud

xi shua shua xi shua shua

xi shua shua oooooooooooooooo..............FLAMERS!!!

FLAMERS BURN BALLS

FLAMERS MELT SUPER SOLID...??!!

FLAMERS MELT ALLOY

FLAMERS IS THE BEST!!!

i found out dat TEAM,tis word has a meaning
T-together
E-eveyone
A-achieves
M-more

yea,bac to the camp....

first dae:we all got very tired...but i'm quite HIGH...cos i can't wait to see where we are goin to sleep...but it disappointed me cos i tot it will be very'grand' kind...but still got refrigerator,tv set,toaster(no use) n most importantly is the AIR-CON!!!

everywhere is full of mosquitoes...biting all over my uncovered parts of my body...itchy!!!

we played the parachute...which ended up a bigger hole in the middle...dta's the most enjoying part!!!cos we have been laughing thru the whole activity...especially the CJ,my trainer...trying to cheat...n every1 is lyk pushing his head in!!!!introducing to one another is stupid cos we noe each other....wad for....making us embarrassing in front of every1...we slept at bout 1 am sumthing n woke up at 6 sumthing in the morning...the guys slept onli 1 hr cos the whole nite...dey were playing mah-jong...josiah is too free to bring all those mah-jong tiles dere...the girls played too...but i dunnoe how to play:(the room is super duper cold...even though the temperature is 26 degrees...the guys are pervert!!!dey decrease the temperature till 16 degrees!!!n dey afraid dat the trainer will increase it...they hid the remote....coooooooold!!!!

second dae...still feeling sleepy...zzz...not enuf sleep...we had our morning exercises n jogging in the'forest'...1234,1(clap clap)2...1234,1(clap clap)2...n so on...we said this when we were jogging...i can guarantee dat it's not a short dist. jog!!!we played water bombs too...super duper fun...i threw it at the EDDIE...hahax...he dunnoe!!!so he neva take revenge...CJ sprayed water at me...!!!purposely...he's a very 'high' trainer...i think he is very noce n frendly!!!oh yup...the high elements...i managed to try 2 of them...realli very nervous but it's not scary animore cos i tried them in the sec 2 camp...i think stella can do it...she's a very brave girl...she needs to have confidence in herself...i'm glad dat she tried cos this proves dat she's trying to overcome her fear...n chen cheng is trying to flirt around again...hahax...we slept earlier cos the trainer knew dat we have not enuf sleep...seriously...i'm sleeping durin the grp discussion...hahax

third dae:it's tym to sae goodbye!!!i'm sure dat i'm gonna miss them,especially CJ,jeremy,eddie n the thomas(bob-the builder)...i neva sae bye to CJ cos i went home earlier in the first bus...but i'm goin to sms me for encouraging me n being such a friendly person!!!
using fone!!!missing dad n mum?

Dr john is stretching!!!

we were at the 'hall',where we assemble...

our bunk is sumthing lyk tis...the behind 1 is the girls' bunk.

eddie n thomas is wlking towards here!!!

yea!!!it's a fun camp!!!lyk wad ms tay sae,we will enjoy it...but i think the food can be improved!!!cos it doesn't taste delicious n the sch is paying so much $$!!!

my apologies to every1

2007-08-30T04:28:00.000-07:00

this message is for hui yun:
if u dun believe me,it's ok...i realli control my feelings n trying to hold back my tears.i actually dun wan to cry cos i afraid dat the whole class would think dat it's your fault.but when ms tay tok to me...i just can't control it...I NEVA WAN OTHERS TO THINK THAT YOU R THE 1 HU MAKE ME CRY...i oso didn't tell them much...i dun wanna you to die...cos i will cry for you...n i cry,is not just bcoz of you...but oso my family...lyk you...i have been telling you dat my mom is taking sides wif my sister...n since dat dae we(my mom n i) quarrelled,we haf not been toking...n dat's why my dad scolded me which makes me think i'm unwanted!n cos dat u dun understand how i feel in my family cos i neva tell u much bout dat,so u dun noe...

i wanna sae sry for making yourself thinking dat u r unwanted n being treated as a criminal...seriously,i was very worried bout u todae cos this morning,stella told me dat u were scolded by your parents,which makes me feel very bad...i dun wan u to get hurt...i'm not kicking you around...i just dunnoe wad to do...it's bcoz i'm a councillor n thus,i oways go wif stella...ya,n i admit dat it's my fault...but i dun wan u to be left alone...lyk wad mr lau saes this morning,every1 got their rights to make frens...i blame myself for stopping you to make frens n asking u to stick wif me...so i'm sry...but later,i realised dat u have to make frens n u have the rights,i dun stop u n allowing you to go wif them as well...cos i can't stick wif you the whole dae,i'm in HCL,n u r in CL...i admit dat u shld make frens so dat u can go wif them when i got councillor duties or during chinese lessons...i'm jealous...i'm afraid dat other ppl willl snatch you away...i'm selfish...this is my fault...i sympathise u cos i noe dat nobody understand you,including your family n me,myself...i tried my very best to noe more bout u...i realli hope dat i can be your best fren,not just best fren,is a very close 1...do u understand?

yea...i cried partly cos of mr lau n u...if u can rmb,it was on wed when we were having art lessons...i sat wif stella cos we both wanted to hear chinese songs n yes,i did angry wif you...but i neva want to avoid you...but mr lau saes sumthing which makes me think that it's my fault...but mayb he's right in some way...for you...i just dunnoe wad can we tok about...dat's why i went dere to sit wif stella...so i dun blame you...i got tell michelle dat i'm afraid dat if i cry,which will make them think dat it's your fault...i feel bad..i feel guilty...i wanna sae sry...u sure u wanna end this frenship...?

tmr, we will be having camp,i dun wish dat it's a unmeaningful camp...i dun wan us to feel awkward when seeing each other...dat's why i'm here to sae sry...i will tell the whole class dat it's not your fault to make me cry...i have taken out the first step...if u still decided to end this frenship,den i got nothing to sae cos i realli dun noe wad am i supposed to do....

hui yun,you can blame me,but dun blame mr lau(frenster comment)...cos the problem lies on me...u blame him...but actalli he's the 1 hu helping us to bring us back together...u carn blame him...if u wan,u can blame me...no matter wad u wan me to do...i will abide...u dun get angry wif him...actually mr lau treated every student equally...he's not being biased...it's not your fault,not his fault,but is mine...u dun be so upset...if u wan me to kneel down n beg you for forgiveness,seriously,i'm willing to do it for our frenship's sake...

this message is for mr lau...
mr lau,if u read my blog,i wanna sae thx n sry...
thx is for all your supporting,all your concern,all your helps,n explaining things to me...u felt upset,which makes me feel realli guilty...i noe dat u have been wasting your tym,your money n have been doing a lot of things for us.u r trying to solve the problem but bcoz of i cried,making the whole thing becomes more worse... i dun wan to bother you just bcoz of this small matter...i hope dat hui yun read the paragraphs above,n hope dat everything will b ok again...i feel dat i'm a trouble-maker...i haf neva given u such a big headache,but now..making you disappointed n i am the first student hu makes you upset...u must be detest me a lot...if i were you...i dun even bother bout it cos i'm not a good student at all...SRY,SRY,SRY!!!i wanna try to solve the problem btwn us,n dun wan you to get upset again...apologising sincerely...sry...

this message is for every1 hu comfort me:
ppl....i wanna sae thx...i find dat i'm very unbearable...i cried,i do things to make u all worry...i'm very selfish...i onli think bout myself..i forgot dat u ppl oso have your own problems...but u all helped me,telling me dat it's onli a misunderstanding,which there's no a nid to make a big fuss over it...i feel very sry...i cried not just bcoz of hui yun onli...so ppl,pls dun blame her...she's pitiful enuf...she nids frens...dun just bcos of this,thinking dat she's the 1 hu makes me cry,n ignore her....she needs concern too...

I FEEL DAT I WAS A THORN IN EVERY1'S EYES,N NOT HUI YUN...I CRY OVER SUCH A SMALL THING WHICH MAKE U ALL MISUNDERSTOOD HUI YUN...DUN BLAME HER...IT'S NOT HER FAULT...I PLEAD FOR HER FORGIVENESS...N HOPE DAT EVERYTHING GOES RITE AGAIN...SRY MR LAU,SRY PPL N VERY SRY TOWARDS HUII YUNN...

dunnoe wad to sae...

2007-08-29T03:16:00.000-07:00

i realli tried to hold back my tears...so dat i won't cry...but it just flow out...
why!!!i have a bunch of good frens n classmates lyk STELLA(hu will oways be dere for me),EUNICE(hu encourage me),NURUL(hu saiyang me),HUAI YING(hu cares bout me),SATHYA(hu shows concern bout me),WILSON(hu trying to make me laugh),ANAS n a lot...why am i crying?i got super duper good teachers lyk MS TAY & MR LAU...
i just felt very upset...realli wan to cry for a while...tok to stella...but dere goes to the bell for nxt lesson(science)...dat's why...i cried durin science lesson...yepyep...i'm too emo!!!mr lau sae i shouldn't cry over such a thing...i' not the onli person in the world experienced this...wad's the point of crying when she dun care bout you?i must be wad i oways lyk in front of every1...a strong girl...a cheerful,talkative girl n laughing lyk a mad woman.but i carn do it now...it hurts me deeply....i carn forget everything n treat dat nothing happen.my heart takes time to heal...it heals quickly....so those ppl who concerned bout me...i wanna sae thx to all of you...if u all r not dere...i will be still crying rite now...i stopped crying now..but still very sad...but stella saes it will be over bfore you know it...yup...hope so...

todae...stella,nurul,belinda,chen cheng,eekeng,wei hong n me!!! went to j8...sry for wasting their tym cos me n nurul had been shopping for ________________...den when me,eekeng n wei hong walked bac to sch...carrying the _____yep...n i saw mr lau...!!!mr lau,eekeng n i walked home...no...is mr lau n eekeng goin to mrt station...while i'm heading towards the bubble tea shop...seriously...i looked very cheerful in front of everybody...they think dat i'm a strong girl...but actually i'm not...so mr lau...i'm not dat capable to handle my things...dat's why i told you dat i'm useless....i'm damn stupid...but todae...i realli realised dat good frens are oways be dere for you!!!thx,ppl!!!

2007-08-28T05:28:00.000-07:00

yup...you sounds pitiful...in your heart,there's onli gb gurls...no matter how much i do,you dun treat me as your good fren...fine!it's okay...you said dat u never wan me to stick wif you the whole dae,wad's the point to tell me dat i'm taking you as for granted...not letting u to feel dat i'm leaving you alone,i tried my very best to talk to you,treat you 100% well...u dun appreciate it...wad for?kk...i noe u can blame me...in other ppl eyes,dey sae dat i'm a good fren(from wad u sae,u proved others dat i'm not...n i agreed) or wadeva...n u r the onli person who oways think dat i treated you badly n unfit to b your fren...when you cough,i noe dat u dun drink water-cooler water,n i oways buy mineral water for u...u NEVA EVA sae thanks to me...kk,nvm...i dun expect much...when you're hungry,i noe dat u see other ppl eating,u will feel hungrier,i bought food for you...but u dun accept...it's ok,it's realli ok...

u rmb dat we went to j8 together so many times,i realli tot dat this could bring us closer...but it seems dat it is drifting us further n further...i had neva imagined dat we have become strangers to each other...during exams tym,u said u nid tuition for maths...i decided to teach you,despite not enuf tym for studying...cos of this my sis scolded me...yea...but i dun blame you...

you said dat u r a thorn...U R NOT!!!seriously,i treated you as my best best best fren...u can see this when i haf been crying everyday just bcoz of this small matter...i'm too emo...yes,i am...but why?in sch,i can b very playful,cheerful...but do u ever see me crying over friendship?shing pheng is an gd example...i lose her as my best best best fren due to misunderstanding...but this same goes to you...i dun wanna to lose a fren lyk you...but wad can i do...

i realli dun blame you...i noe it's not your fault...i'm stupid,idiotic,irritable....all the bad things or shortcomings goes to me...i'm useless!!!i dun even understand my fren perhaps...the prvious post dat i posted is not meant to hurt you in a way...ya...you will neva get hurt...u dun treat me as your fren...u told michelle dey all dat i treated u badly...ya perhaps...i'm not fit to be any1's fren...i should die earlier,so dat the whole world will be happy...n you will be the happiest...isn't it?but i hope dat u understand why must i write these,not to show off dat i'm a gd fren,but wanna you to noe...every1 around me are precious to me...including you...

2007-08-27T04:44:00.001-07:00

2 fotos to share...i took fotos of myself when i'm eating apple...tis is called 自拍！hahax...

bite it!

tis foto looks lyk Keely!!!hahax...

2007-08-27T04:27:00.000-07:00

seriously,i wanna clarify 1 thing...it is i can't do or live without my dear lala,nurul n eunice...dey r oso important to mi...i can't stick wif u the whole dae but we talked nothing...it's difficult to survive for a talkative person w/o toking...i nid to make frens too,isn't it...?u said dat i left u alone,but i tried to tok to u,n it seems dat u r not listening...wad's the point?i felt super awkward coz we haf nothing to say bout...perhaps i dun understand u,n u dun understand me too...wadeva...i dun noe hw to go on lyk tis...but i will try to treat as nothing had happened.but dat's not goin to be the solution to the problem...i nid frens too...i have been trying very hard to avoid my frens,sticking wif u the whole dae...but it's too diffcult...they r precious to me,including you...i nid all of us...u sae i carn go wif them,but u r goin wif erika,leaving me alone...wad's the point to ask ppl to stick wif you,but u r taking them as for granted too...it's not dat i wan u to stick wif me,u have your opportunities to mak frens...n i dun stop u...why r u stopping me?not trying to scold you,or blaming you,i'm at fault too...but i realli nid stella...she's a great fren...n she needs frens...n me too...we both need each other...at least let me tok to her...she's oredi my best best best fren,how am i goin not to tok to her,rite...i'm not neither anry nor upset...just wanna let u noe dat...not onli u nid frens,the whole world ppl need frens too...

shop shop shop!!!

2007-08-25T22:30:00.000-07:00

heyhey!

yesterdae,me,nurul,eunice n stella went to AMK hub...stella left earlier coz of __?__.

hahax...eunice n nurul went to shop 4 clothes!!!oh ya,we saw shing pheng wif her cousin dere,eating pepper lunch...hee hee...erm...we had been taking fotos the whole afternoon...even in the toilet...den we saw 1 guy went into the girls' toilet...his looks makes me think dat he's a PERVERT!!!he kept staring at us...izzit wrong to tak fotos in the toilet?but we lyk,cannot ar?

nurul looks so cute!!!

cheezzzzzzzzz...

the toilet smells nice...lol.

we went to tak neoprints!!!so cute!!!

stella...c lah!make me squat or wadeva...so ugly!!!

spoil my image...hahax

THX FOR ALL THE CONCERN...

2007-08-24T17:52:00.000-07:00

realli glad dat i haf a bunch of good frens around me,and of course a good teacher...if not bcoz of them...i will be very lonely and upset...thx eunice,stella,nurul,sathya n mr lau...sonja too...realli thx...all the words are so touching...making me feel lyk crying...mr lau saes is tears of joy,maybe...but thx ppl,wasting your tym to comfort me n wasting ur sms money...it's not stella's fault,so my dear lala,dun feel bad...it's all my fault for 'leaving' hui yun alone...but hui yun n i are okay oredi...we apologised to each other,n decided to be very close frens,i promised i will help her in her studies,of course,my lala oso,if i can help...n neva leaving ani1 alone...we are so close dat we carn be separated...so let's be close close frens den!:)

2007-08-24T05:45:00.000-07:00

Just chatted wif hui yun...thru msn...n now my tears has been keep flowing down...
she dun understand how i feel...

firstly...i wanted her to noe dat i dun take her as for granted.i treat her as my very very very best fren even though i got angry wif her easily...but she thinks dat i'm leaving her alone...wad should i do to make her feel dat she is just as important as my family...yup...she said i shouted her,but she tok during lessons tym,if i dun stop her,she'll be the thu get scoldings...i beat her is just for fun,n i'm not hitting her dat hard...am i?i dun noe wad am i supposed to sae to her...she told me dat her mom promised to buy a hp for her if she do well in her eoy exams...i'm trying very hard to help her...not yearning for her a word of thanks...yup she neva said thx to mi...such as helping her to ask for marks for english...i knew dat close frens do not need each other to sae thx or sry...dat's why i dun blame her...i admitted dat i oways go wif stella,eunice n nurul...but when i noe dat she's not there i will turn back n go look for her...she's oways the 1 i'm worried but treasure the most...can she understand how i feel when she misunderstood me...i tot dat we r so close dat even though we quarrelled,a word of sry can help...but it's not...

HUI YUN,
i wanna you to noe dat u r very important to mi...no matter wad,in my heart,you r my best best fren....no one can change this fact...n yup...sumtimes i got irritated by you...but i noe dat u dun mean it...n i will oways forgif u...u misunderstood me...nvm...but i hope you understand...if u dun wan me to go wif them...just tell mi...i will stick wif you the whole dae...i will change...i'm not angry dat wad u said...just getting upset...but i hoped dat u can understand how i'm feeling now...n dun get this small misunderstanding into a big 1...SORRY FOR EVERYTHING...N I WILL GET IT OVER SOON...:(

I WANNA TREAT YOU VERY VERY VERY WELL
WILL NOT EVA LEAVE YOU ALONE ANYMORE

2007-08-23T05:54:00.000-07:00

Todae is so tiring...we stayed back to help mr lau n ended up quite late...but it's quite fun,realli!!!

(yawn)(@.@)sleepy... ...tomorrow,we are goin to AMK hub!!!hope dat it's an enjoyable dae tmr!!!

buai ta han...gonna sleep...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

can't stand it animore!

2007-08-20T01:57:00.000-07:00

Todae's assembly,mr low's pointed sumone in my class...n i was extremely angry!i can confirm n guarantee dat is not hui yun n i hu were toking...those ppl just dun wan to admit it...n every1 turn bac n tot dat is us!it's lyk ****ing idiot lah!is oredi not us,why look at us!i CAN"T STAND THEM...nvm...wadeva...it's oredi the past,forget it!

i wanna sae sry to lala coz todae durin chinese lesson,ms yu sae sumthing which makes me feel very guilty towards stella...SORRY,lala!

heyhey!i got back my history paper:38/50...although is not very good...but i'm contented!i didn't have a chance to take bac my english paper coz mrs Lee gpt sumthing on,mr yip is our relief teacher...

sumthing realli funny happened just now...when hui yun n i were going home...(we r climbing up the stairs),n 1 guy(dunnoe frm wad stupid sch) came n sae:Girl,girl,girl...my fren wans your fone no....we ignored them...i think these guys escaped out from the mental hospital!!!hahax!

Thank you!!!

2007-08-18T21:29:00.000-07:00

All thank to Hui Yun to help me do the blogskins...i'm a computer idiot!!!hahax...
Yup...yesterdae i went to j8 wif hui yun again!lol...we had been goin there for 3 daes continuously...walk here n walk there..nthg better to do...we went to POPULAR,den i sumhow heard joey's voice behind me...n den i told hui yun..hui yun,i think i heard joey's voice.WHO KNOWS!!!is realli her,wif her cousin,shirlene...hahax!!!:D I haf sharp ears!!!

Mr Lau saes dat sonja will be handing in 15 pieces of art work...but i think dat even though she has the most number pieces of artwork,but she may not be the best,rite?by now,i oredi have 13 pieces...must do more to beat her!!haha!!

If i'm not wrong...tmr we will be having english lessons...i'm afraid of my english results...but wad can i do?just hope dat god will bless me n i hope dat i can do well!!!

2007-08-17T01:47:00.000-07:00

Wah seh!todae got back chinese n science paper...(heaved a sigh of relief)!I got 42.5/50 for science n 76/100 for chinese...thx god!!but now,the most worrying thing is my english paper!!!i afraid dat i will fail...GOD,pls bless me!!!realli glad dat my fren(_____)did pass the science paper...but i think she can do better!!!so all the best for her in eoy exams...stop toking bout exams...i'm gonna burst my head off!!!

Hey hey...todae i went to j8 wif hui yun todae!!first time i'm being so careless!!!i left my book in popular...hahax...n i forgot to take it...n when we reached the first floor,eating MAC,i den realised dat my science textbk was gone!!!Thx Hui Yun for accompanying me to go right up the popular n took bac my book...or else i'll be crying by now...n thx the guy who returned it to me...Thx GOD!!!

Mr Ng left,which came a new relief teacher...another teacher will be coming to teach our class nxt wk!!!hope dat SHE is not fierce...i smsed Mr Ng todae durin lessos tym...he told me to vist him wif my frens...n he gonna treat us!!!can't wait to c him...

Teachers' dae is coming...wad shld i buy for 'em???

exams are over!!!BUT,i'm afraid of my results...

2007-08-16T04:38:00.000-07:00

Haiz...Today is supposed to be a fun n happy day coz there's no exams as exams are over.However,ms tay marked the science paper so fast...she nearly returned us the papers...heng ah!!!lucky mr lau used his cme lesson for art...or else i will be in dead meat by now...(erm mayb is a rotten 1) hahax...although ms tay announced dat i got an A(dunnoe izzit an A1 or A2),but my fren(_____)she looked very sad...i dunnoe how to comfort her but i just hope dat she can do well as i believe dat she can do it...so ,my dear fren,go go go!!!All the best!!!

yep...todae is quite lyk a sad sad dae coz mr lau was quite disappointed in us...dunnoe wad to sae...but i hope dat everything will be fine!

oh ya...todae the most interesting thing is i went to j8 with hui yun....we walked around the j8,here n dere...n it is such a coincidence to see cassyber(my grand-daughter dog),shing pheng(my fake daughter) n xueni(haha,dun noe how's she related to me...i got a complicated family tree)!!!"shopping" with hui yun is realli fun...as we shop,we chat bout some lame things...it sounds stupid,but realli,we r enjoying being"lame"!!!hahax....realli glad dat i haf such a good fren!!!

tomorrow,we will be havin a new maths teacher...why must mr ng go...why must he abandon us,leaving us...i'm gonna miss him...he's the best maths teacher i ever have!!!no matter wad,i hoped dat god will bless him...n wanna thx mr ng for being such a great teacher!!!He rox!!!

hui yun just send me quite a few fotos which were taken on national dae celebration...of course,most of them are very ugly...n i'm not goin to show it aniwae...hahax...i can show onli 2 coz it's quite nice(me).lol..haha

Yea!Let's take take fotos...

Wah!takin fotos in the toilet!!!4 crazy ppl!!!